Not a Good Week

Well I haven't updated recently. I have been in a mopey mood. I find out a coup of days ago that I am not going back to work. The owner sad that I wasn't enthusiastic enough with the parents. That I didn't have a good personality. What the hell? She met me twice and it was a total of 20 minutes lifetime of knowing me. How can she know what I did and didn't do? She didn't see how I always talked to the parents, took all their questions down for their kid's teachers, answered phones, answered questions, played with the kids while keeping them quiet until it was their tutor hour. She doesn't know me. She wasn't there! This really pisses me off. Like not hire me back because I was late or didn't do my job and fyi I was always early and always did my job. My cousin Rob was the director and he told me how great of a job I did and how easy it was this year during testing time with me there to help. FUCK THAT BITCH!!! Telling me I don't have a good personality is like tell me I suck at life. So I haven't been doing much but moping in my own self pity. Seeing as all my plains have gone down the figurative crapper. I was going to work there save back my $2500 (Gave the first money I saved to my mother that has never paid me back and is looking like she will never pay me back) and take my real estate classes and go from there. Now I can't do that. I would try to find another job there are no jobs out there. I have my paralegal degree and in the last year since graduating I cant find a damn thing. So I have been thinking about going back to school. I am going to check it out on Tuesday. I am looking into web design. I like art and computers and computer jobs are growing so I'm going to look into it. Still doesn't make me feel any better but gotta do something...

I FUCKING HATE THAT BITCH DIANE!!! BURN IN HELL! I HAVE A GREAT FUCKING PERSONALITY!! YOU MEET ME TWICE FOR A GRAND TOTAL OF 20 MINUTES AND YOU MAKE JUDGMENTS LIKE THAT!!! I HOPE YOU CAN'T FIND ANYONE AS GREAT AS I WAS AND YOUR RECORDS GET FUCKED UP!!!! GO FUCKING CRASH YOUR LITTLE PORSCHE!!!!